Monday, July 14, 2008

On choosing to believe

In Pierre Bourdieu’s The Logic of Practice I recently came across a reference to Bernard Williams’ essay ‘Deciding to Believe” that I find perfectly encapsulates the mind of many religious believers. Bourdieu writes that, “even if is possible to decide to believe p, one cannot both believe p and believe that the belief that p stems from a decision to believe p; if the decision to believe p is to be carried out successfully, it must also obliterate itself from the memory of the believer.” (Bourdieu, P., The Logic of Practice, trans. Richard Nice (Cambridge: Polity Press), p.49.) A little convoluted, but it’s pretty much a perfect retort to what is for Mormon missionaries their rhetorical trump card, Moroni 10: 4 from The Book of Mormon: “(4) And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost.”

The problem with this passage, of course, is that it’s as near perfect a statement of circular reasoning as one can imagine. If you are at the point where you're “ask[ing] God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ…with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ” whether the BOM is true then you've already decided to believe what it is you’re ostensibly asking to find out! As Williams and Bourdieu point out, however, for this to work requires that the initial choice to believe in it be excised from one’s conscious memory.

As luck would have it, only a day or two after I found this passage in the LOF two Mormon missionaries rang my doorbell. Being the friendly person I am I invited them in for a chat—I do like a good debate after all! After finding out that most of family are members and that I grew up one they of course wanted to know why I am no longer. The reasons are many, but what I told them is the point of this post: given the lack of archaeological, linguistic, anthropological (etc.) evidence of the BOM; given the reactionary political views of LDS Church leaders ever since its inception (polygamy and general subordination of women, support for slavery then merely not allowing blacks the priesthood, entrenched homophobia etc.); given the absurdity of the Word of Wisdom as a moral code; given the highly repressive and, therefore, guilt-inducing attitude towards sex that is promulgated by the Church; given that while I was a believing member I never felt like I belonged or, indeed, was ever really happy (and I could go on)—for what possible reason would I want to choose to believe in it so that I could pray about it with any of the qualifications that the text of the BOM itself demands to confirm my requisite pre-existing belief?

As one would expect the missionaries didn’t stay very long after they realized that I wasn’t going to be bowled over by their protestations of supposed knowledge and truths.

Friday, November 16, 2007

How incredibly informative

I'm in the midst of doing some research work for a musicology professor at McGill (where I'm now in the first year of a Master's in Musicology program) copying song rating lists from Billboard magazines from 1939 to 1945 and in the process have come across many strange, funny and sometimes rather disturbing exhibits of North American culture of the time. Not wanting to keep them just to myself I thought I'd post them here for others to enjoy.

First one up is from the August 12, 1939 issue of Billboard magazine.


Who would have thought that "cigarets" could be so important?

Sunday, October 07, 2007

October already

I haven't posted anything in months yet again and thought I might apologize yet again I might as well accept my own frequency of blogging as the reality that it is. I did want to finish posting the videos I took this summer anyways so here's another one...

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Treeplanting monologue #1

I'm back in Edmonton after most of the last month spent living in a tent in a tree planting camp outside of Hinton, Alberta. I still have one more shift to go, but as it's my father's 80th birthday celebrations tomorrow I'm missing a few days of work. While I was there I recorded some commentaries using the movie option on my Sony digital camera and will be posting them one by one over the next while. Here's the first one. Hope you enjoy.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Last days teaching in Taiwan

This is a compilation of video and still photos that I took during my last week teaching at the elementary school I was working at in Taiwan. Hope you enjoy.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Laos Wedding Dance

Over Chinese New Year I was in SE Asia. One evening while wandering around the town of Muang Sing in northern Laos where I stayed for a few days, I was invited into a wedding aprty that was going on. What an interesting experience. The tables were covered with food (LOTS of sticky rice!), the men were wandering around - if not already passed out in their chairs - trying to get you to drink as much Lao Lao (their traditional liquor - VERY strong!) as possible, while the music (made by a succession of singers along with a guy on a Casio keyboard) blasted out of an enormous PA system at god-awful volume levels: you could here it pretty much all over town. There were a few other foreigners there (a Polish guy, a Japanese couple) who'd also been invited in and so we had some good chats between us, but also with some of the younger people- some of whom spoke surprisingly good English. A good time was certainly had by all. Here's a few video highlights anyways.


Another view of Taiwan

Lasy August I was down in Kaohshiung for a day visiting a friend and while wandering along "The Love Canal" - its actual name - I came across this guy playing the erhu wearing - of all things - a Ramones t-shirt. A rather startling incongruity it was so I recorded a short clip with my camera and posted it on youtube for your enjoyment.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

A glimpse into my life

I finally got around to learning how to use iMovie - Apple's movie editing software - and even have something to show for it. This is a compilation of some video and pictures I took a few months ago at a dance competition that was held at the elementary school I work at here in Taichung, Taiwan. Hope you enjoy. My apologies in advance for the sometimes lousy audio/video quality, as well as for the sometimes audible singing along by yours truly...